Past, present and future New love
Write something and to feel that even I have a Blog ...
The truth is that the month of December was movidito: partial end despediddas with the world and it changed my laburo! Impossible
bloggeril devote to life, let alone sit down and write something decent ... (Although I never wrote anything decent in this blog, haha)
Anyway, the point is that I boot a 2009 no holidays: (but with much new, long project and much movilizantes, but they make me be on the verge of excitement, panic, anxiety and anguish ...
To download a bit of tension and not me or all the hair falls out in the street to kill and pulled knife sharpeners the gym, right there. Now, according to a chart I made here o_O I have to find a creative activity which continue to download my imagination, so that all the energies of my brainy unbalanced focus on something productive and not stupid, as is the case since I was born ...
And I agree with that, because since childhood I am a frustrated artist: all my life I wanted to do things related to art and I never could, my parents had the amazing gift of not realizing that mine came with art and not the sport ... so, when at 5 years were asked to go to painting classes led me to gimasia rhythm and was told at home was pinturitas pencils to draw and paint as he wanted ... when I said I wanted to play the violin, I bought a bike and took me by force to study tennis. When I asked them singing lessons directly told me that mine was not singing out of tune it like a bitch, and when I said I wanted to play saxophone, I bought skates and took me skating at a school ... nuns!!
I understand that sports in children is important, courses and classes are expensive and parents can not give everyone their children, but it was so hard to realize??
I'm not going to therapy, but it seems to me that any psychologist would be happy to assist me these days, in which I am about to face the trauma of my childhood that accompanied me throughout life (because at one point that I never dared to try anything related to art). Still do not know if I'll start drama, painting, pottery or what horn, but I have many like it, once and for all.
famous in my chart says I have a special capacity for everything related to art and that if I devote myself to this I have a guaranteed success, so perhaps attenti are reading the blog of a future famous artist ... or a frustrated psychopath is going to realize that he had met only if started drawing at age 5.